Ah, Clarity

I’d been confused for so many years. I really did believe in “happily ever after”- of course, knowing that I wasn’t going to get a Fairy Godmother and magic shoes. (Well, I mean, technically I could, knowing me, but…you know what I mean.)...

A Sparkly Star

I came with my case of toilet paper And my case of paper towels And toddler wipes, to keep the buttocks clean, but of course not to clog the toilet with I came trying to put on the face of order And: ‘It’s all under control I’m organized I do things...

Gotta Love Somebody

When I was married, and incidentally cheating on my husband, I got together with an old friend I hadn’t seen in years.  I think I was reaching out to all my former mentors because I didn’t know what the f*ck to do. I was unhappy, cheating, getting away...

Polyamory Revisited

So something exciting has happened in my life.  I daresay, I have met someone- first time EVER, people- who meets me on all the levels I need to be met. As usual, I ordered him up from the Universe.  I requested someone who meets me spiritually, emotionally, and...

I Am Not a Bitch

And neither are you. When I really thought about it, I felt offended when a former partner used the b-word to describe me, or my behavior.  (He, incidentally was questioning also whether others thought he was a bastard.  So there are TWO b-words.) You see, I’m...

I’m Messy

Last night I was so scared.  I’ve had a couple of really big losses lately- one, an actual death, and one that just feels like the other person has died.  More specifically, my brother died fairly unexpectedly in his sleep less than two weeks ago.  And a...