Pretty Bows
There's a Blood Moon eclipse on my birthday, this Monday the 21st. It is connected to the rising of the Divine Feminine in this new era. (The word is, if you've been feeling a little funky lately, you're not alone. A lot of us more sensitive people have had emotional...
A New Beginning
Today is January 1, 2019. I’ve never been a “party girl” on New Year’s Eve (wellll, maybe once or twice…), and have generally not considered New Year’s a big deal. This year, however, I feel different. I’ve been struggling over the past year with...
A Sparkly Star
I came with my case of toilet paper And my case of paper towels And toddler wipes, to keep the buttocks clean, but of course not to clog the toilet with I came trying to put on the face of order And: 'It's all under control I'm organized I do things the smart way,...
Gotta Love Somebody
When I was married, and incidentally cheating on my husband, I got together with an old friend I hadn't seen in years. I think I was reaching out to all my former mentors because I didn't know what the f*ck to do. I was unhappy, cheating, getting away with it,...
Polyamory Revisited
So something exciting has happened in my life. I daresay, I have met someone- first time EVER, people- who meets me on all the levels I need to be met. As usual, I ordered him up from the Universe. I requested someone who meets me spiritually, emotionally, and...
What I Require
I've been having some pretty crazy-good experiences since getting back from Puerto Rico. So much gratitude for so many of my sisters and brothers on their own journeys. Sometimes I am in the role of provider of love, opportunity for healing, all the good...
Even in My Snowsuit
I am forever changed. I just returned from a Tantra retreat in Puerto Rico. I went fully into my Divine Feminine and received. I opened. For years now I have been what I call a "twitcher". I don't know how long, exactly; a very long time. When I am turned on- and I...
I Am Not a Bitch
And neither are you. When I really thought about it, I felt offended when a former partner used the b-word to describe me, or my behavior. (He, incidentally was questioning also whether others thought he was a bastard. So there are TWO b-words.) You see, I'm big...
How Kink Changed my Life
I'm being a little facetious here, but not really. I mean, yes, adding a dimension of kink into my life several years ago as a regular thing has most definitely improved the quality of my life. I've decided it is an essential element for me to be truly happy, like...
I’m Messy
Last night I was so scared. I've had a couple of really big losses lately- one, an actual death, and one that just feels like the other person has died. More specifically, my brother died fairly unexpectedly in his sleep less than two weeks ago. And a relationship...