Transcending the Ego

This summer has been the summer of intense experiences.  Intensely challenging experiences in some ways, which have led to intensely ecstatic experiences. I'm running four to five miles at a time while going at a faster pace than I've been used to.  I'm at the dentist's office, in excruciating pain- for hours.  I'm lying on a table, getting needles repeatedly stuck into me.  For hours.  On skin this is inflamed and red already.  (Yes, I am getting a new tattoo.  I am not THAT much of a masochist.) ;) We all find ourselves in extremely challenging circumstances ...

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God/dess on Steroids

In my spiritual evolution, I have come to a place of understanding not just with my mind, also with my heart and body- in my cells even- that I AM God/dess.  For me, the days of praying to some "God" that is separate from me are over.  I don't really pray anymore.  I connect in.  I remember who I really am. And then this morning on my jog, I got another "hit" that took things even a step further.  I/you am not only God/dess; we are more than that.  We have chosen the ultimate challenge.  We are God/dess in a human body, complete with an ego.  And if that's not a ...

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So THIS Happened

Last week, I went to the dentist to get a crown replaced.  Normally, this is not expected to be a painful experience; there was no Novocain necessary, or so we thought.  So you can only imagine my surprise when my dentist, not by any fault of her own, ran into a complication that ended up involving quite a bit of gum-bloodying pain.  (I promise, this won't get any more graphic than it already has, for those of you with a weak stomach.) Simply the experience of getting a tooth drilled tends to create tenseness in my body, so when I get dental work done, I usually ...

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A Fucking Good Mood

I am in a really fucking good mood right now.  I mean REALLY fucking good!  The kind of mood where I feel an abundance of energy coursing through my body, I feel love for myself and everyone else, and I am having one creative, fun thought after another.  Yeah, that kind of good mood. I wanted to make a point of announcing my mood in this particular way, as that is how it popped into my mind as I was kind of talking to myself about it.  And then I thought:  "I'm going to write a blog about that."  Not about my mood exactly; about the "fucking" part. So, couple ...

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My Unlikely Bedfellows

I guess I've been a crystal lover since I was a little kid.  I just now realized that!  I used to have a shelf next to my bed and I had a collection of "rocks" that I'd gotten at those souvenir shops that parents take kids to when they're on vacation.  Back then, I didn't consciously know how powerful crystals really are...and I'll bet that was why I was actually drawn to them. I've had a couple of pieces of selenite for several years now that I use at least once a day when I meditate.  I asked the woman who sold them to me about sleeping with selenite and her ...

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When the Last Straw Happens

We're all familiar with the "last straw" metaphor, right?  The camel is at capacity.  Not even one more straw will be okay. What's on my mind today is this:  I have experienced the "last straw" in my own body/mind, and have witnessed it happening for so many of my clients.  It is at once both a challenging and delightful experience...well, on second thought, maybe the challenge part comes first, and then the delight! A couple of months ago I had one of these experiences.  I was very stressed.  I'd co-created some horrid relationship stuff in my life, followed ...

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It’s Just a Game

I'm still on my God/dess kick from last week.  (When am I not?) It got me thinking about the big picture some more.  If I am God/dess and you are God/dess, then what is this whole thing we are doing here anyway?  This thing we call life.  On the planet Earth. We think all that goes on here is so all-important; I know I often do, anyway...yet is it, really? If we have come here with our OWN plan for ourselves (made in conjunction with God- which again is ourselves) to move our soul to the next level.  That's it.  Our experience here can be thought of as God/dess ...

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“You ARE God!”

Recently, I was in a session with a client, (discussing spiritual stuff, as is often the case) and we were talking about listening to our messages.  You know...those impulses that come into our heads and nudge us to do something?  Yeah, those.  She was saying how many times she doesn't follow hers because she feels she is "going against God." I immediately got that it was because of her traditional church upbringing. I looked her right in the eye, and said:  "You ARE God!" Many of us have been taught to believe that we are somehow separate from God/dess.  We ...

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I Stand Corrected

Some of you may have seen my post on Facebook in which I declared my love for Adam Gottlieb and my alignment with his message.  I saw him at Ralph's Diner in Worcester and I was blown away. I said that I loved his message.  (Plus I may or may not have mentioned that I developed a huge crush on him over the course of the evening.)  I talked to and even hugged that man. I loved his music and his poetry so much, I bought one of his CD's.  Paid him double the amount he was asking, because- damn- the kid is so talented, and he must be living in poverty with what he ...

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S.E.X.- It’s Not What You Think it Is

maria-20 (2)Many of you who've been around me for years know that Synergistic Energy Exchange is not necessarily synonymous with sex.  What is S.E.X., then?  It's a cooperative exchange of energy between two or more beings. The truth is, S.E.X. is happening all the time even though we don't always think of it or know it when it's occurring.  For example, if you and I are sitting in a room meditating together, our blended energies create an enhanced meditation experience and, technically, we are having S.E.X.- with all our clothes on, and while not even touching!...

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